Destruction Internal (Original date: Between 2002 and 2008)

My life

My wife

bend it back on me

take me down

pummel me in the ground

maybe i'll start to sleep

all this worrying about you

keeping me up at night

so much pain

so much pleasure

(chorus)

i wanna lay beside you

watch you breathe

i wanna hold you as you sleep

listen to you dream

i wanna hear you scream

out my name again

and then

never let you see me weep

The sword

the word

my feelings for god

fading every day

don't know if today

is the day

we go our separate ways

you and me baby

maybe

at the end...

i just want to spend

what little time i got a day with you

and listen to everything you do

(chorus)

I wanna lay beside you

watch you breathe

I wanna hold you as you sleep

listen to you dream

I wanna hear you scream

out my name again

and then

never let you see me weep

through the years

we've come

hardship after hardship

trying to break us apart

now it's me doing it again

i should probably leave you then

so i won't hurt you...anymore

theres the door

to heaven

welcome hell

as i say i love you

and walk on through the door

with the rebel yell

you love to do

i realize

i'm not just here to bore

you

i wanna rid myself of these tears in my eyes

i wanna lay beside you

watch you breathe

i wanna hold you as you sleep

listen to you dream

i wanna hear you scream

out my name again

and then

never let you see me weep

i gotta be strong for you

i can't be this conflicted

and still be some *beep*ing fortress

never thought it was right to cry

but now why

do i even wish to

it seems i’ve infected

you with my poison

i love you girl