Non-Existent (Original Date: Sometime between 2004 and 2008)

schizophrenic

mother *beep*

dies in a blaze of glory

its so gory

the scene at the scene of the crime

one last time

i speak to him

one more time i break

one more fight i take

on

i try to calm

his raging mind

hes so blind

in his fury

of hatred to himself

i try to help

him understand

that some things in life

aren't better left unsaid

a golden heart

he does have

a saint

maybe he aint

but maybe inside there

lies a man still feeling love

still holding on

there's an edge

up ahead

i know

there's a cliff

standing steep

where he weeps

i know

in his words i see

so much pain and suffering

i know this is where it all ended

his life

i feel the pain

i feel the knife

he took life with

stabbed himself so many times

he would have died from the first

but something kept him alive

long enough

for me to find him