Deep (Original Date: May 2008)

How many tears

Must be shed

Before my fears

Leave me dead

My God I wasted

Every moment

That she could be tasted

I pushed her back

While she pushed me

And now I feel racked

With grief for the loss

But still I press on

Still nailed to the cross

My arms wide open

Free falling now

A new hole in the ground

Freezing in this tropical place

Hoping to see your smiling face

My God I know I'm dreaming

'Cuz she's still creaming

And I'm the one breaking

As I keep raking

My scalp and beating

My body bleeding

These wounds are so deep

And I'm still a creep

Mutual agreement that our love

Needed to grow up

I'm not sure why

That I said I

Wanted to end it then

I think i knew the daemon yet to sin