Enlightenment The Hard Way (Original Date: October 2010)

Awaken from the dream Smacked back to reality I cannot find my footing Is this gravity Bringing me back A new form of tyranny I can’t stand Another psychotic episode This doesn’t make sense Played again while my heart bleeds Outside my body yet again Scapegoat again to make you feel better It’s not you it’s me Until the final message Claiming I manipulated you What the fuck did you give up When the fuck did you care Too fucking good for you is what I am This heart won’t bleed again I tried to be adult about this But you went and played the kid Bring your ass back around me You already know the truth you fear When trust is gone it can’t be rebuilt When you burn bridges you know you shouldn’t When you give up on a guy Who’s only crime Was ever giving a damn Think I’ll be there for you? Not now not ever again You burnt the bridges I forsook nothing I took my anger internal I took my pain internal I took my hatred internal I gave my love my heart my everything to you And all I got in return Was blamed for your choices Well the new truth you seek Is amassed in the same bullshit lies Of the man that never gave a damn Another thing you forgot about is, my conscious is clean Our last conversation I called it to friends Leaving as an adult I had realized I couldn’t change a thing And you go and play the psycho bitch card I’ve had too many ex’s become So all I have left to say is Goodbye Thanks for the good times Thanks for being Mine All of that will be remembered But you and I are through I’m moving on the next chapter The next episode Entitled Alone, Finally