Forgive or Forsake (Original Date: June 2011)

Please forgive me For these words Pour out from me As if I struck a chord I cannot figure why I know I’m good enough But please tell me why I just need your touch What must I do How far must I come How do I get to please you Another word spoken Am I just the one you need Or am I truly the one you love It is by my heart my life was led What more do you want from me All I ever needed I finally see Forgive me I’m not the person I wish I could be Forgive me I am broken again Can’t you see? Your light warm and strange How can I really feel this way Why must I still feel pain like this All I want to do is fuck it away For what I want I must wait God give me the strength to I need her close against me skin I offer up myself to you I will take away all of her sins Deliver her demons into me This is the last time I will die That point for the world to see The love I have inside So hard for me to hide Forgive me I’m not the person I wish I could be Forgive me I am broken again Can’t you see? Feeling you deep in my heart The pain of losing you apparent What must I do to hold you The taste of peppermint What’s left now as salt courses down Another reason to surrender Until I saw you in that gown Forgive me I’m not the person I wish I could be Forgive me I am broken again Can’t you see? Forgive me For the sins I cannot take Forgive me It is not you I forsake The dreams of you and me The forsaken dreams In which our future is so bright They are tearing me at the seams When they aren’t coming real And All I want to know Is how do you really feel Am I the one you say Am I the one you want to taste Is my love enough to keep you close Is my love enough to bring you to me