Forgotten (Original Date: April 2008)

She is the one I crave

And She is the one I wait for

And I am the one who'll

Be the dirty little whore

Wait for me? NO!

I can't let go of this

Wait! I've gone insane

Fucking with the Magi

Forgive as I dine in Isis

Wait for the pain?

I can't keep away

Hold me until it is over

Don't let go of me today

Way down inside of me

All I really wanted is her

Can you really even see

Your way inside the blurr

Hold me

Take me

Wait for me

For the sake of me

Give in to all the sickness

Waiting for this pain to abate

Hoping that i won't become

All the things I hate

She is the one I crave

And She is the one I wait for

And I am the one who'll

Be the dirty little whore

Breaking myself in pieces

Just to show everyone

That i feel this way

Even while i am shun

I can not give in to the pain

No matter how much

It drives me insane

No matter how much

She was the one I craved

And She was the one I waited for

And I am the one who was

nothing but the dirty little whore

Did it ever really matter

Did it ever really matter

At all

Wait! I feel myself

Breaking out of this shell

Forsaking all i thought was real

Since she fell

From a grace she never knew

a little pedestal

Forget me now

Forget me now

And just fade away

I will live to see another day

And she is none of my concern

As she slips into her new realm

And i will not die again