Inside Surprise (Original Date: November 2008)

Waste it

Pent it up inside

Break into the mind

Hold me down

Take me

Deep inside

It breeds and cries

Pain and torment

Beats me and dies

Hold me back

And I'm broken down

Feel what's left

Understand I'm diseased

She exists in my dreams

And here I become alive

Feeling broken

Feeling down now awake

Hold me now

In this ethereal embrace

Sink your teeth in me

You need to live feed off me

I am broken and diseased

Feed off my life

Holed up inside it's gray now

The life force it dims

The red now comes

The black I now wear

The scars that can't heal

The pain I will never lose