Life Stream
- Joshua Inzer
- Sep 3, 2022
- 2 min read
What do you do
When strength fails
How do you cope
When your’re swallowed by the whale
How do you hope
When the light’s no longer shining
How do you feel
Something other than pining
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
Trying not to be consumed
This disgust not presumed
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
I’m just the broken one
What more can be done
When I’ve given my all
How do I still give a shit
When all that’s left is the fall
Attempts to forget the past
Haven’t presented much fruit
No matter what I do
I am tied to this bloody root
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
Trying not to be consumed
This disgust not presumed
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
I’m just the broken one
Old familiar feelings return
The broken one losing control
Embracing the feelings not helping
Mindfulness exercises seem to troll
The mind circles back on the failures
Keep bring up past and present rejections
Was I ever good enough, or just right now
Is this just empathy projections
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
Trying not to be consumed
This disgust not presumed
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
I’m just the broken one
No one to reach out to
All the bridges turned to ash
Attempts to become more
With these whips I take the lash
Drowning in my own soul
Forgotten now if I ever was whole
What is left for me
When there is nothing left to see
The lights no longer shine
The darkness imprisoning me
Bringing me home
Why can’t I ever free
Values only sought by me
Wreak havoc in this tragedy
What more can I do
I never mattered to you
I am not one with myself
Struggling with my mental health
Purge the thoughts within
I’m worn so thin!
These shackles try to hold me down
And Still I am drown
Still my soul, return me to the life stream
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
Trying not to be consumed
This disgust not presumed
Who cares less, who cares less
This is such a fucking mess
I’m just the broken one
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