Neko’s Smile

Curl the mouth

Anime neko smile

Try to excite

Try to behave

Try to not let a past control

Actions I've kept hidden

Resurfacing violently within

Fight this evolution regression

Do you feel the pain

Do you see through to the base

Am I more than just my parts

What is the outcome

When I'm reassembled

In your eyes

Play the strings

The percussion resonates

The chest in a vice

What comes back to me

Need that life, need the sanity I've lost

Lost in the neko's smile

Another pull to the past

Is it time to distance

Or will it only this worse

Withdrawing inside will never work

Distance makes it easy

But the pain remains

Fighting against your core