Resurrection (Rising Phoenix) (Original Date: May 2011)

Resurrect the way I used to be Resurrect the way I used to feel Finally able to see What is truly real With heartache around ever bend And no way to stop suffering within There's only one more way to go There's only one more thing to know Wrapped in plaster Nowhere sober Looking for bottle To rev on my throttle And here I drink again just to ease pain Another shot goes down, feel it in my veins This is the only way I know how to cope It's always better than hanging at the end of a rope Resurrect the way I used to be Resurrect the way I used to feel Finally able to see What is truly real A little pleasure here A little pleasure there Anyway I can the pleasure is fine A little bit to drink a little bit of wine I've seen it all done before And in the end she wants to be my whore Another girl tonight And I'll be alright Another trick just to feel alive What can be said, it's better than the knife Resurrect the way I used to be Resurrect the way I used to feel Finally able to see What is truly real The phoenix is rising again and again Burning a hole through my skin Making its way to my core Nothing will be as it was before The difference between the versions of me Are equal to the whole of you So pushing into me another dream of old The longer it goes on the more you'll see The internal gravity calling out to Just please the irony as every bit as bold Everything is different now. Everything is different