Wasted Life (Original Date: June 2011)

My wrists are bound Behind my backI watch as time elapses And her world collapses Steel imbedded deep No tears in which to weep My fears not arresting This scene I'm detesting The horror across her face The way her eyes look into space Such a shame it ended today Tears they fall somehow Can't figure out from where now Will the voice speak Or is it too weak The razor wire it's wound From my wrists to the rack I watch in stark horror As I look into the mirror Still seeing her innocence taken And in this moment I'm forsaken The blue eyes hideAll the pain I feel inside I can't take the monster in me I never saw what they see And that's why I am this way Tears they fall somehow Can't figure out from where now Will the voice speak Or is it too weak I look in her eyes As I am the one who dies Just another martyr Who will barterHis life for hersI can't take away your pain And it drove me insane Willing to give it all up Knowing full well what I give up The steel piercing my body The pain everfleeting Over the thought of the truth I'm afraid of this path What must I do to please you I now shall never even know