Wasted Soul

Parts buried deep

Can't hold on too long

Forgot how to live when stretched exists

Forgotten to do the one thing that matters.

Protect thyself

Nothing and no one can do this

Have to accept the good and the bad

But nothing I've done

Has stopped these traits

Left, you can't undo

Do you know I'm broken too

Neither side coexists

The pendulum swinging ever closer to the neck

What is left who am I

What can I do to hold the storm back

You know not the effort it takes

To let it flow

Broken through this sorrow before

Why is it so hard for shields up

The smiles don't reach the eyes

There is no escape from the bullshit

Hell is what I create

But I can't seem to escape

Nature is what I have

That is my own Achilles heel

I'll disappear