What We Deserve (Original Date: October 2009)

Hold it, no longer sacred Mean it, no complication Fuck it, already broken Tell me the truth of the matter Is this the real emptiness The lack of self-control toxic As you force the changes to solidify Open now the heartache you wished away Feel the decay brighten your day Waste it all for a misdirection Hate what you are unforgiven Break apart the song inside you Untold devotion to the one you hold Unforgotten memories you cannot remember Taste the last bit of life run out Forget what's left in you No matter what, It's not enough Facts no longer mattering Truth no one wants to realize Am I alive or dead, dreaming or awake Breaking dawn, or the ecliptically twilight Tasting my last breath no longer mine own Forever the thoughts linger, no longer trusted